Christmas is over..

I just don't even know anymore.

I don't get it.

I don't understand.

I don't want to do this any longer.

I CAN'T do this any longer.

I have lost all faith that anything is ever going to change .. I've tried everything I can think of and it just doesn't matter. I know, ultimately, that it's up to you. I've tried to guide you in the right direction and you just do not want to see it. There is not one person in your family that has not tried.

The only one who hasn't, is you.

So many lives are affected by YOUR disease and you don't even care to try.

I just don't even know ..

I hope you find your way back Alyssa. Because the longer you wait, the farther away you get.