Hope

I hope she knows how much I love her.

I hope she always knows this in her heart and I hope she carries it with her, always.

I have chosen not to take her phone calls. It's eating me alive and I have to stop it. Last I knew she was in Worcester and she lied to me, once again.

She kept calling me for the first couple days and it broke my heart not to answer. It was cold at night and all I wanted, was to know she was warm and ok.

Three days ago, the phone calls stopped. I have no idea where she is or if she's alive.

I hope she knows, in her heart, how much I love her.

Wherever she is, I hope she is carrying that with her.